Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Talk tough, trust crushed
I don't say much
Eyes on my back when I wake up
Read every look like a pay stub (You want somethin')
Smile in my face, hands in my safe
Scared of the love, it's a snake in the case
I was raised on "take," never "it's safe"
Heart on my sleeve gettin' scraped up
Lil' ignorant, I don't learn quick
Arrogant, on purpose
I explode it, don't return, kid
I been cold since the first ditch
Cut ties, cut deep, watch the red drip, phone off, whole block on the dead list
If I ever said "ride," then I meant it
If I ever said "mine," then I fenced it
[Chorus]
Paranoid in plain sight
Trust you? I just might
Then I scroll through my scars in the late night (late night)
Everybody feel fake when the pain bite
I can't tell who here for the hang time
Or who here for the hangman
Same hands that dap me up
Be the same hands reachin' for the waistband
I'm too cold for (cold for)
Too numb just to break down
If I ever let you in
Don't play 'round (don't play 'round)
'Cause my love turn grave in a grey town
[Verse 2]
Trip on a text, I don't read right
You say "okay," I hear "leave?" right (crazy)
I see lies in the street lights
Talk crazy, I don't sleep nice
Trust issues in a trench coat
Hear "I got you," I just hear jokes
Cut throat 'fore you cut close (That's how it go)
Lonely in a room full of loud mouths
Talk big, but they fade when the funds out
They was fans when the fun shout
Then they dipped when the flood drought
I got ice on my neck, but my chest burn
Every L that I took made my head turn
I don't ever learn soft, only hard-earned
So I treat every heart like a hard drive
Get it?
[Chorus]
Paranoid in plain sight
Trust you? I just might
Then I scroll through my scars in the late night (late night)
Everybody feel fake when the pain bite
I can't tell who here for the hang time
Or who here for the hangman
Same hands that dap me up
Be the same hands reachin' for the waistband
I'm too cold for (cold for) (cold for)
Too numb just to break down
If I ever let you in
Don't play 'round (don't play 'round)
'Cause my love turn grave in a grey town
[Bridge]
Talk tough 'cause I'm terrified (terrified)
Proud 'cause I'm petrified
Every "love you" feel weaponized
So I push first and I question why
[Chorus]
Paranoid in plain sight
Trust you? I just might
Then I scroll through my scars in the late night (late night)
Everybody feel fake when the pain bite
I can't tell who here for the hang time
Or who here for the hangman
Same hands that dap me up
Be the same hands reachin' for the waistband
I'm too cold for (cold for) (cold for)
Too numb just to break down
If I ever let you in
Don't play 'round (don't play 'round)
'Cause my love turn grave in a grey town